When on the verge of a migraine, my brain doesn't work and I feel nauseous. There seems to be a fog between myself and paperwork. A haze creeps around me. Stress increases as I try to make files or type letters.
I persisted though and dealt with immigration stuff, maybe not the best idea....
But I also tried to not fight the migraine. I tried to just surrender, to connect, to be love, to listen to the voice that told me to dance.
When I danced, all was well. When I stopped and breathed, all was well. When I cooked, all was well.
But the computer, the thoughts, the little obsessings, brought stress to my muscles and tension to my stomach.
I want to surrender to Grace. I want to just live as an expression of source. I know that this is more real and necessary and helpful to everyone and everything than waiting on hold with the IRS.
Today, at work, I want to quietly listen and surrender.
I want to stop directing the conversation and talking so much... I don't need to be witty or interesting. I need to be a quiet and magnificent manifestation of the love of God.
Oh, these old silly habits.
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